My little angel

tagged

2009-06-14T02:22:00.000-07:00

mark the ones you've seen. there are 239 films on this list. Just copy and paste in another blog. then, put x's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and save it at the bottom. Have fun.

Teen Romance:

( ) The Cinderella Story
( ) Another Cinderella Story
(x) Step Up
(x) Step Up 2
(x) High School Musical
(x) High School Musical 2
( ) High School Musical 3
( ) Hannah Montana Movie [ yea! before it even came out ;)
( ) Enchanted
( ) Sydney White
Total: 4

(x) She's the Man
( ) Licensed to Wed
(x) The Break-up
(x) 13 going on 30
( ) 27 Dresses
(x) P.S I Love You
(x) Made of Honour
(x) What Happens in Vegas
(x) Get Smart
( ) The Princess Brides
Total: 7

( ) Camp Rock
(x) Wild Child
( ) Ella Enchanted
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
(x) 50 First Dates
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Hotel For Dogs
(x) Just Married
(x) Freaky Friday
Total: 6

(x) The Hot Chick
( ) Sleepover
( ) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
(x) Twilight
(x) Nancy Drew
(x) The Devil Wears Prada
( ) No Reservations
(x) Perfect Man
( ) Australia
(x) Never Been Kissed
Total: 6

Comedy/Humour
(x) Yes Man
(x) Bedtime Stories
(x) The Pink Panther
(x) The Pink Panther 2
(x) Marley & Me
( ) Cheetah Girls
( ) Cheetah Girls 2
(x) Bratz
(x) Haunted Mansion
(x) Paul Blart Mall Cop
Total: 8

( ) The 40-year-old virgin
(x) Night in the Museum
( ) Night in the Museum 2
(x) Evan Almighty
(x) Bruce Almighty
(x) White Chicks
( ) Neverending Story
(x) Meet the Spartans
(x) Meet the Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
Total: 7

(x) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x)Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 5

Adventures:

(x) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer's Stone
(x) Harry Potter 2: The Secret Chamber
(x) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(x) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
(x) Harry Potter 5: Order of Phoenix
(x) Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of The Rings : The two towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: Return Of the King
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Total: 9

(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
(x) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
(x) The Mummy
(x) The Mummy 2
(x) The Mummy 3
(x) Journey to the Centre of Earth
( ) City of Ember
(x) Finding Neverland
Total: 9

(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End
(x) X-Men
(x) X-2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Spider Man 3
(x) King Kong
Total: 10

(x)Hellboy
(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
(x) Underdog
( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Batman: The Dark Knight
Total: 9

Action/ Thriller:

(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
(x) Terminator
(x) Terminator 2
(x) Terminator 3
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Ocean's Thirteen
(x) Casino Royale 007
Total: 7

( ) Bourne Identity
(x) Bourne Supremacy
(x) Underworld
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) Death Note
(x) Death Note 2
( ) Death Note 3: L Change the world
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) I, Robot
Total: 8

(x) Rush Hour
(x)Rush Hour 2
(x) Rush Hour 3
(x) Mission Impossible 1
(x) Mission Impossible 2
(x) Mission Impossible 3
(x)I Am Legend
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
( ) Signs
Total: 9

Horror:

(x) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) Saw III
( ) Saw IV
( ) Saw V
( ) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
Total: 2

(x) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
(x) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Child's Play
(x) Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
( ) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
Total: 6

( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
( ) The Haunted Apartment
( ) Siren
( ) Silent Hill
(x)The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
( ) Alone
( ) Omen
( ) House Of Wax
Total: 1

( ) The Eye
( ) The Eye 2
( ) Shutter
( ) When the Stranger calls
( ) The Fog
( ) The Orphanage
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
Total: 0

Cartoons:

(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Madagascar
(x) Madagascar 2
(x) Kung Fu Panda
( ) Bolt
( ) Wall-E
(x) Monsters Inc
( ) Shark Tale
Total: 7

(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x) Shrek 3
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) ET
( ) Cars
(x) Ratatouille
(x) Toy Story
(x) Toy Story 2
(x) The Incredibles
Total: 9

Inspirational:

(x) Little Miss Sunshine
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Coach Carter
( ) The Last Dance
( ) To Kill A Mockingbird
( ) Conrack
( ) Midnight Sun
( ) Little Black Book
( ) Rwanda Genocide
Total: 4

Classics:

( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Titanic
( ) Romeo & Juliet( ) Frankenstein
( ) A Midsummer Night's Dream
Total: 1

Results:

Teen Romance:21
Comedy/Humour:20
Adventure:37
Action/Thriller:24
Horror:9
Cartoons:16
Inspirational:4
Classics:1

Overall Movie Total: 132

How long can I stand?

2009-03-29T09:22:00.000-07:00

Juz discovered that many things i cant do...
Now life being controlled...
what more can i do??
What is there to be done?
Is death or not. Thats it...
Support?
...
Trying to keep so many words
Dont dare to say
Saying things hurt in various ways
Why am i doing this to make myself so miserable?
Its juz....
sigh.... forget it...
nothing better to do

Questioning myself everyday...

2009-03-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

Why am I like this?
Why cant i be like the others?
Why people can show interest in study but i cant?
I always wanted to study, but always fail?
Why is my life so miserable?
Am I born to have such a tough life?
Why is the thing i do never seem to have anything to do with my future?
Why do things turn out bad?
Why do i feel like dying everytime i think of this?
Why can't anybody understand how i feel or how i think? even my parents....
I know i'm dam dam dam dam complicated..

During my high school time, I used to love my life love having fun and all kind of crazy stuff i could possibly think of.
hanging out with fren through the night
Doing homework happily, get scolding by teachers, breaking small school rules
all those things lead me to a very happy life
I love my life.
but now?
I'm 18 this year... everything works like an adult.
In order to get something, i have to work for it
yea... its fair
but work load are really overloading me...
Now i question myself alot...
What is the purpose of me living in this world?
dreaming big? thinking of luxurious life? Thinking of things that is almost impossible to be done?
There are juz too many question that i cant answer...
The answers are easily answer by people, its as simple as " juz do it"
But I still cant do it.... am i juz another lousy fella living in this world working so hard for something he wan but can never be achieve?

College life is fun.... but the workload are also crazily high
I still love to be in my high school... but i know that its not possible.
the only thing i can do is to look forward and continue living this life...."so called life"
In this world now, nothing can make me feel happy....
but there is only one that shows me love and care
its my baby girl. Libby lee mun yi.
I must thank this girl for supporting me all the way...
My questions are still hanging within me.
I hope there are people who been through this before and could tell me what to do....

My LAN Project

2009-03-26T03:03:00.000-07:00

Sorry, dunno how to post the video><
I'll juz put the links here
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pg7mkK5Qs2c

Sports day

2009-03-26T02:37:00.000-07:00

Few more days to sports day!
Wow! i'm so exicited
Guess what?!
I'm going~
hahahahahahahahahaha
welll it might be a little later.. sigh><
Its the same day i collecting my report card from college
well its not really a happy thing to say
but sports day is~
That is why~~~
Well i'm already making plans about sports day~
well i know i dun have to buttttttttttttttt
I'm toooooooooooooooooo exicited!!!
This is crazy!!! woohooooooo
I wish red house members good luck!
be good~~~ you too love~
Love you as always
never want to stop><
I love you~~
chao

My Birthday

2009-03-26T02:21:00.000-07:00

Its my birthday dear~~
My birthday present from you is the best~~
No need an object as a bday present
You are my best birthday present
I thank you for being my girlfren~
I appreciate the face that you are mine~
And accepted me into your life
Thanks baby~

These are some of the pix

Rocking Hour!

2009-03-07T21:22:00.000-08:00

Hmm...
This 2 days you went to a leadership camp organize by your school
Frankly speaking,
I'm dam bored
but since it will help you improve who you are and is for a brighter and a better future,
I don't mind=)
Well, I've been to many of these kind of camp before,
It'll be fun for you=]
Hmmm, My turn!
Now, now
How do i kill my time?
HAhahahahaha
I maximize my subwoofer, DAM LOUD BOY!!
WAHAHA
Thats nice!
Bursting out the house!( lucky parents not at home)
Wish you were here and rock and roll with me
Lets ROCK THE HOUSE!!
WAHAHAHA
Check yes Juliet!
Gotta be somebody
hmmm,,
This song you dedicate to me
Take a guess?
hehe
Oh ya,
The 1st song that we both liked..
That song really bring back alot of heart pinching =)
memories~

I guess thats about it.
Love you~ My dear

Wondering...

2009-02-25T03:51:00.000-08:00

I don't understand sometimes what you're trying to tell me
Sorry that i dun... really sorry
Can make it clear to me please?
I always wonder what i did when something when out of track
Sometimes it kept me so suspicious until something turn out bad
I dun mean to say that...
But i Juz dun understand some stuff...
I dun wanna be kept away from you...
Its my fault for not understanding, but pls
I'm in deep wonder...

I'm back

2009-02-21T06:09:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile since i touched my blog
I'm back!
Singing song is my style or rather hobby
I love to sing alot
Singing cure my every fear and sorrow
It bring light from the dark.
There are many things that happen between you and me
I still wanna hold on to you
I don't wanna give up
We had our ups and down
I believe that our stage of argument will soon end
I wanna live with you
I dun care how much I have to face, how much i have to overcome
I will never ever let you go from my palms

The fire to want you is growing
Its getting really really furious
I've never felt this powerful desire before
I never will let this flame of desire to be blown away
I juz wanna be with you
Whatever the pain the suffer the problems that WE have to go through
I will always stay by your side

I will hold on to you =]
Dun give up now k? x)

I'm so sorry

2009-01-14T18:35:00.000-08:00

here i am skipping college studies
coming to a cyber cafe to to write this blog...
have to be here unwillingly, suffer from all kind of consequences
hearing a song you dedicate to me from the other computers,
it hurts alot...
to realize a mistake and admit it's hard
suffer consequences and all the burden behind makes it heavier to stand up again
as i'm typing, the song replays..
every word i hear, its a needle striking the heart.
sitting down here and recall all the bad things that happen before..
dunno what to do...

I never felt this bad before,
realizing my mistake and to overcome and to be a better person,
spirit to finish priority is not there..
a heart with an empty closed box
shut tight,
nothing, or anybody can do to open the box...
a cloudy and and dark aura growing inside me
thunders rumbling... there is nothing i can do to take it out....
this may be the punishment i get for what i did
all those regrets and unforgettable memories
grows inside me..

Called a few frens
only one answers
appreciate the help from him,
but nothing changes much.... regretting for my past
memories flies by...
tears shed and effort lost..
there is nothing i can do.....
but to sit down here feeling miserable...
what am i suppose to do...

nobody can answer that question...
nobody will...
its only up to me to find out how
I wish I could stand up once again to get back what i owned before
something that i regret losing
Its the most important thing to me...
My skill rust,
My inspiration dies..
killing me softly by the tip of the blade
slicing me pieces to pieces
to bare with the pain and continue to live on and feel sorry for what i did...

Something i treasure most,
trust... its.. gone...

Things come and go,
what comes around goes around
looks like my time is here...
WTF am I doing or even thinking?
I'm juz a screw up
I would take this chance to apologize to someone has trusted me with all her heart
and i screwed up
I'm sorry for what I did to you
I'll do my part and continue to stand up and clear up those mistake I made and continue to live on
Everything I do is always for you
nothing more...

I'm so sorry my dearest Libby...

Being clear

2009-01-13T04:27:00.000-08:00

I'm clear now that many things I did wasn't towards your expectation..
you told me not to change...
I dunno what should I do now... should i listen?
Or should I not?
I wish one day this haze will get clear....

Another New Story

2009-01-13T04:08:00.000-08:00

There goes another beginning of a story
Life together with you are ups and downs
We had our bad and good time
Although sometimes is tooooooooooooo extreme
But overall living through the life together with you is really really fun and happy
I'm very proud of you that you are working so hard to achieve a good results for your next coming big exam(SPM)
you have live up to your reputation^^
all those people that gossip behind your back,
dun care about them
they are not worth it. wasting the time to get angry over small little gossip or back stab
Although we don't stay under the same roof,
we still communicate with each other using various ways.
Although communicating with each other is tough
but living my life with you makes me stop alot of addictive kind of interest
such as computers, ps2 and some other game console...
You became like a treasure that I cannot lose,
It will take a life time of suffer to lose you =[
I really wish I'll be the one that you will see me in the morning when u open your eyes
although its a little far fetched but
for me is like a wonderful dream, a never ending dream, lasting-forever dream...
Seeing you beside me calm me down and regains my "cool"-ness

Libz=] I only will take my number one girl
my little angel =]

Do you remember

2008-12-20T00:59:00.000-08:00

After so many things had happen,
I finally realize how sweet our past times are
You are like Juliet and I'm Romeo,
Although things are hard to work out between us
But I believe that time will tell us what to do and what can be done
Everyone needs time to think..
Now all those sweet moment we have to postpone years later
I made a pact with you that I will be back for you after you turn 18
18 is said to be the ticket to freedom
When you are 18 then,
I'm gonna convince your parents that I'm capable of your loves and their trust
I'm gonna show them that I have the ability to take care of a good wife
A good wife such as you
I'm serious here, I dun like to play a fool with all this kind of things
I would do my best to do everything to get you
That's all I really wan...
Without you, everything that I do seems like dun have it means...
I feel lonely nowadays
even when I'm spending time with my friends,
the happiness only last for a while
But with you, the happiness seem to last forever.
I'm not doing this to flatter you...
But its what I really wan....
I hope that I can share everything with you and vice versa
I hope the Romeo and Juliet in us will come to a good ending

Twilight

2008-12-01T11:33:00.000-08:00

GUESS WHAT????!!????!!!
I FINISHED THE TWILIGHT BOOK!!!!
YAY!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!!!
I'VE FINISHED THE BOOK!!!!
If i told you this your would probably get very angry
hahahaha
but you'll manage~~
HAHAHAHA
I've watch the twilight movie d!!
hahahaha
very very very very very nice le
I realize something after I finish this story
I realize something in our lives are related to the story
Not to say related,
but almost like the story
The action you showed me the things I do to you
It seems to follow the story
I think you trying to follow Bella footsteps are you??
haha Just Kidding~~
But I never realize that somethings I do to you are perfectly equal to what Edward's doing to Bella
*I said that you are very surprising, is seems that Edward said that to Bella too
*And there's once, you said that you would die rather then not living with me
Bella said that to Edward too.
*And I said that I would rather hurt myself that hurting you
Edward said that to Bella too!
The story of you and me are quite/almost the same.~~
Well~~~~~~
Lets see.....
To tell the truth, I dont mind following the story
As long you are by my side
From now on, I dun wanna call you my baby anymore
I got a new name that I wanna said to you
You have to find it out from me

P.S.
I have a confession to make
Actually I lied
I never watch the show hahaha
I leave the best part for you and me =)

The 7th day

2008-11-26T12:09:00.000-08:00

Its the 7 days since you went to US
and its also the 7th day we never text to each other.
Looks like its still a long way to wait for you to arrive back to home land huh?^^
hmm today is my last day of SPM
Its 4 in the morning and I'm not sleeping..
I've been missing you so badly..
But dont worry about me I know how to enjoy my life and wont emo over missing you too much
but guess what??
I realize that I only miss you at night O_O
how I know it?
hahaha you'll see~~~
well, There's been 7 days you leave Malaysia
I sleep for only 2-3 days, the rest??
I only stare at my ceiling doing nothing but missing you
I'm not having a proper sleep nowadays^^
but dont worry about me,
I'm still on my feet, everywhere I go my eyelids are heavy
but its okay~
so hows your holidays there? having fun?
I know you do =D
Luckily today is my last paper and its EST
so Its a BIG relive =o
don't you dare to worry about my studies anymore^^ cause I've finish it

Its going to be dusk soon
and I'm yawning~~
I bet you wanna see my drowsy face^^
Is it hard to stop missing me? I know it is
But you'll manage
I Believe in you.

Does this word still have the ability to heal your heart??^^
I'll Do My Very Best

I Love You?~

=D

Every single moment , every single time

2008-11-01T05:18:00.000-07:00

Every night,
Every morning,
when I open my eyes,
I hope that the 1st thing that I would see is you..
but as for now,
once I close my eyes, I see you in my dreams
Day or night,
as long the brain still function,
you are always in my mind.

Whatever you do,
It always makes me happy.
even we have bad time,
the good times in my mind always wins.
And I'll do what I can to reduce or cancel bad moments.

Every single time,
I look into you eyes,
you reminds me of those time we had together,
We had fun doing many things together.
Most important of all,
your eyes reminds me of my mothers eyes.
I got the same feeling looking into your eyes and my mothers eyes..
Its weird, but you are special,
so it doesnt matter..
I love you Libby.
yesterday, today, tomorrow and everyday=]

Dam... My english sucks!!

2008-11-01T04:21:00.000-07:00

jeez.... my English sucks!!
I think I need to take advanced English class next year
I'm going to go for some English tuition to Further enhanced my English
The choice of English words for me is very limited.

Why would I wanna learn English again?
For some reasons...
I have relearn my English..
So next time i write this blog with much more enhanced word
and much much much more things to write
and I'm pretty sure I can "Sweet talk" much more
hehehehehehe^^

No la that's not my intention.
After I learn English, I think I'll be back to write this blog into a better version of what I wan to describe
Better English can do many things.........
Dam!! I'm so envy of those good English speaking people..
argh... wahahahahaha English here I come!!

Dun cry, Libby

2008-10-31T07:49:00.000-07:00

Whatever past is past,
whatever that you've faced before and let it go,
Let it.
Whatever wrong doings and bad doings you did before,
forget it.
What matters now is how you face your future with happiness and joy.

There is loads of things for you in future to complete,
many problems are to be face,
Overcome as many as you can,
Take a step forward each time you complete a task.

Each time you cry,
it makes me sad, I felt like crying, I felt useless for not making you smile
For you, I can be stubborn.
Each time you keep quiet and hide your feelings,
Its scares me every second every minute.
Your smile brings joy to my life.

Your tears strengthen me
It made me invulnerable towards many things
and the range of awareness grows wider.
Now I'm being very dam aware of many things that might happen.
The tears you shed for me, I felt touched.

Stay strong, my beloved one.
and dun cry.
I'll do whatever I can to make you smile.

A sweet talker

2008-10-26T18:37:00.001-07:00

Who?
hmm... I'm not much of a sweet talker to any girl
but I'm a really good sweet talker to you^^
hmmm,... is it good or bad?
well I cant say that is good NOR bad..
What I can say to you now is that,
giving too much of sweet talking is not so good.
cause one day both of us will run out of "sweet talking" topic.
well~ thats for sure.

so either way, I will still continue to sweet talk you
but not so much and not so little
gotta keep the distance between the bar
You know....

Loving you is the greatest thing in the world
I love you so much more then I ever felt before
But there is still many things for us to overcome
By our best effort I believe that we can make it through
Y want to stop now?

Realize that?
If you dont, look again^^
Sweet talker~~~ Nick, Icckky

Libby Libby Libby Libby x)

I always wonder

2008-10-24T23:01:00.000-07:00

You told me about this
I'm Your 3 in 1
what is that? I'll tell you
A father, a brother, and a boyfriend.

Well, A father??
hahaha no problem!!
I'm soon to be one!!
wahahahahahahahahaha
As a father of X amount of children
I wan you to take a wild guess who the wife might be
Hmm?? cant guess? HEHE^^
......................................................YOU.....................................

A brother?
I'm already a brother for my sis^^
And now I have you as my sister
I dun mind having another sister to share my lollipop x]
I will give you the best comfort, the best love, the best thing that could ever happen to you in your life!!!
I will make you a better a smarter a wise and a very very very good sister in future
I'll be the best brother I can to give you all my love and support to hold you up high
where you can touch the sky.
I'll treat you like how I treat all my sister
I'm havin a great sister!! WHO???????
......................................................YOU............................................

A boyfriend?
This is my favorite=)
Why is it my favorite?
hmmm I tell you why
Very simple answer but very powerful meaning
I love you <3
I will give you the world, the universe to be with you( its exaggerating, I know)
Whenever You need me I"ll lift you up so high that you can reach the sky
Whatever You wan from me, I'll do my very best to get that diamond
Wherever You wan me to travel with you, I'll go the distance
Why Am I doing so much for you?
Its because
.........................................I LOVE YOU................................

The fire Shall never die
Libby~~ x]

What does this look like to you??

2008-10-24T22:58:00.001-07:00

Take a wild guess^^
Answer: A shape of a heart
representing you and me

Thinking of you

2008-10-24T21:43:00.000-07:00

All the time when I'm alone,
I think of you...
All the time when you are not around,
I think of you...
All the time when I'm focusing on something and you are not around me,
I think of you...

Not spending enough time,
Not giving enough time,
Not having enough time....
I wanna spend my time with you...

Thinking of you become what I can only do when you're not around me
Time to think of you get shorter everyday,
We are lacking time in every way.
Is there anyway I can rebuild the time we can spend together?
I always ask
Is there something I can do to grab back the time that we can spend together?
The answer is out there. I know it..
Someday I'll do what I can to achieve my dream
My dream...... you...

The story is always about you
Wrong or right
Cause I love you so much Sweet talker eh?Hehe ^^

TIme to rumble!!

2008-10-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

hmm.... cant think of much to say today...
Its time for me to start my engine.
Well~ where is the key? hmm...
I would gladly take it from you...
pump my petrol and continue my journey to success
Spm here I come!!!
nothing can stop me!

Its beginning....

2008-10-17T23:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, today and tomorrow...
Time is running out....
SPM is a couple or weeks away....
But now something in me that I didnt expected came in
and guess what?
I ADDICTED TO YOU!!!
how do i know it?
hmmm lets see....
I was doing my add maths practice half way, and then suddenly there is a heavy feeling in me..
well I was wondering what was that...
Suddenly, you send a text to me
my heart pumped so hard that it almost fall off.. well~ that beat was really strong..
And all of sudden I started emoing... well its not a bad emo.
I juz missed you too much.. @@
And then the next day, I went to do my practices again
and suddenly that feeling comes back...
WOW... it strikes me again
and I thought of you=X
you said to me that when you starts to think of me and will not be able study..
well now its my turn to have that feeling now....
sooooooooooooo... I'm addicted to you now...
well its not a bad thing thou
I love to think of you lots... but duty calls..
i have to concentrate on my studies in order to excel in my SPM
I love you dam lots Libby..

Libby is my beloved baby X]

What I like about you

2008-10-16T18:42:00.000-07:00

You once asked me, what I like about your attitude or dislike
hmm... to tell the truth, I really cant find your attitude is a problem to me...
I like it that way
You told me that you're stubborn...
and I really don't find that a bad thing.
There is a lot of things I like about you..
Well, one of it is because you think rationally
I can see that you are trying to understand humans. Thats what I love to do~
We share a common interest there... It can be seen clearly that u are understanding human by the time when you lost your phone and you start suspecting people by their action and motion.
And there is a lots of "why" inside everybody
I can see that you've clear many of your "?" in you
which make you aware of your surroundings.. Well~ that is good....
You have a special ability in you> determination
I can see clearly that you are very determine to do something that you wan..
I cant say you are the only person in the world that is determine
but so far, I mean so far... I've only seen that you are the only one that is determine to complete task you've been given to...
maybe in the future we will go through hard understanding.. people might also set us up in our relationship
many many things might occur...
I'm ready to take the task to go through all this with you
I'm reaching my hand for you to accept and go through this with me, are you willing to?
There is many many more I cant describe now... A little down and stress out from SPM...
I dun feel so well now... I'll describe about your personality when my mood are back.. the hyper me..

What is SPM really for? key to the future?

2008-10-16T18:23:00.000-07:00

sigh... why cant exam be over??
have to suffer another month of studies...
which now I have lots of doubts of doing my spm properly
DAm!! For me SPM result is to juz impressing people
and that is not what I like to do....
Many people say that SPM is the key to the future
yes it is...But I'm still wondering why I have to go through this "bullshit" to unlock the key to the future?
my father once told me that even with your spm result in hand
you can only become an office boy in a big company or so..
the spm result is juz a prove to show people that you are good( impressing people)
This world is unfair, everyone should probably know that..
fair or not... I seriously thinks that SPM is not the only way to excel in ones future life...
My heart isn't there to do this....
but as u know its a prove to "impress" people so, if I do not get a good result in studies
there is many more things I cant do....
Not only for work.... marriage also gets involve...
everybody's parents would wan their children to live happily with their life time partner.. the only prove to show to the other side parents is to show the best of your spm result...
So, whatever the substance that I have to face and overcome,
I'll put in my (bestest) effort into this spm proving thing and to take you as my life time partner..
A wife that I really wan.. Libby.
I will do everything for you. I'll put in all my effort into this SHIT and excel in my studies to marry you...
THis is what I really wan... really really wan..

Love my baby[Libby]

Pictures of me, Pictures of you

2008-10-15T17:53:00.000-07:00

This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a newborn child,
Before he starts to crawl
This is the war that's never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone,
Praying for her son

[Chorus]
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab,
Just waiting for the call
This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside
I'm high up and dry

Pictures of you,pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you,pictures of me
Reminds us all of what we used to be

[Chorus]

Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me

We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been

Could have been (x2)

We could have been (x2)

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been
Could have been (x2)

The night that I did not sleep (40+ hours)

2008-10-14T03:37:00.000-07:00

2 days ago, well... its also the day I posted my previous blog
that night I did not sleep the whole night due to...
You know what? Livita...
Sigh... I drink that bottle of livita during night hours and didn't notice that it contains caffeine...
and its was my 2nd night that I did not sleep....
well.... lets see... and once again I didn't sleep the whole night....
sigh....
and this is what I did that night hehehe^^
well its morning actually...
too bored=(

Oh shit... so gay.... dam!! wahahahahaha X]

I'm jealous of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!( in a good way)^^ 3 things why I'm jealous of you =D

2008-10-14T03:20:00.000-07:00

Why I'm jealous? Here's why
1st
I'm jealous of Libby because........
YOUR PMR OVER THIS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
My SPM over only at 27 November..... ARGH!!!!
I wanna spend time with you!!!
I love you so much
Love love love love love love love love

2nd
I'm jealous because
You love me more!!!
hahahahahahahahahha
I wanna love you more also
I'm so obsess over you very very very obsess
the closer I come to SPM the more love flows through me
I dunno why
hahahaha
but beware WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
cause I'm gonna love you more wahahahahaha
Juz wait and seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

3rd
I'm jealous because
You are going out after pmr......
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I wanna go out with you T_T
wahahahaha I LOVE YOU LIBBY
If I get to go out with you I''ll be so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so dam happy
but for now I'll be jealous 1st^^
but soon................. hehehehehehehe^^

Dun seems like the usual cool me huh?
hahaha dunno why so active today^^
HAHAHA I think I know.... cause I heard your voice on the phone today
you know why?
because "your voice was the soundtrack of my summer"

I love you LiBbY
My baby X]

I LoVe YoU

2008-10-14T03:15:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
LOVE YOU^^
LOVING LIBBY IS MY FAVORITE HOBBY
I LOVE LIBBY VERY MUCH
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU
YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT IS OBSESS OVER ME
I OBSESS OVER YOU TOO
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE LIBBY
LIBBY IS MY LOVE AND BABY

forgotten something

2008-10-10T15:08:00.001-07:00

My childhood fren wishes you good luck in your pmr
And she says hi...
by the way she knows that you are my girlfren
I trust her, dun worry

Libbyzzz [baby]

The third time^^

2008-10-10T14:23:00.001-07:00

Today is the third time you called me "Nicholas"
The 1st and 2nd time was on the phone when you say my name
well~~ usually you call me either nick or ickkky
well those are my fav but the name that I really like it when you call me is Hmm
"lou gung" hahaha Its in Cantonese and it means husband
but I dun wan you to call me "lou gung" is because I wan that term to be a special=D
So it will be special on special occasion.
Why I post this third time thing?
wanna know? I will definitely tell you
This is the 3rd time you call me nick and after of 3weeks the 1st hug I get from you
To me is a really special thing
very very special^^
We have not hug each other for a 3 weeks d... It so happen that the 3rd time you call me "Nicholas" I got this hug from you
I love this moment and I will appreciate and most important of all
treasuring it..
I love you, Libby (my baby)^^

Promises~ (Part III)

2008-10-10T14:13:00.000-07:00

I will never ever break a promise I made to you...
I know at our age is tough to make such big promises
but As long a I'm with you I will never ever break a promise to you.. I hope=<
As you can see... I promise you that I will not smoke
And I never ever will do that
I juz bought this Box to show you that I HATE cigarettes so much
It may tempt me to smoke....
But my will power to fight against this temptation is very strong! I will not deny that
And moreover it is a promise that I make to you
Although I might have break promises to other people
And yes I did before on both side unintentionally and intentionally
There are reason to break a promise intentionally though..Even to my mother! =D oops...
But to you I will not let myself break any promises I made to you.
Many people might not trust this post, I myself have low confidence doing this,
but I will not let my guard down promising you something
There is a quote I strongly believe in
" Never make a promise you can't keep"^^

Promises~ (Part II)

2008-10-10T14:00:00.000-07:00

This post here shows what happen after the 1st post
Hmm well take a look what I did to those cigarettes...
HEHE is worst than throwing them away
BOMBS AWAY!!!
Preparation for burning cigarette experiment^^
Well it caught on fire at first( light the fire with a flamethrower aka Ridsect mosquito spray hahaha^^
well watch the flame thrown out by the flame thrower
EXPLOSION!!

THere is a video on this explosion experiment but I think dun have to post la...
Too long d...

Promises~ (Part I)

2008-10-10T13:48:00.000-07:00

Remember There's one day I told you that I bought something and I didnt do anything with it
hahaha
That's cigarettes.... HAHAHA
Dont worry, this Post shows you how much I hate cigarettes
FKing HATE IT!!!!
I bought this box of cigarette In a nearby 7eleven at the cost of RM6.50/box.
The purpose of buying this box of cigarettes are to show and prove to you that I will not smoke in anyway~~
Lots of people tells me this "why you waste money?" "why you waste money?" "why you waste money?"
I Reply them " I rather spend my money to buy this one box of cigarette to throw it away then harming somebody's life" I know there is still production of cigarettes around the world.
But buying one box to throw may safe a person life...So, Why not?

This note wrote by JAmes

Love being with you

2008-10-10T13:25:00.000-07:00

Times together are the hardest things for us to find now
As you know I've got Spm and you've Pmr
I really wan to spend time with you wherever you go and i mean WHEREVER( including USA)
But sigh... I know that will not happen.... At this age...
But like you say after 5 years, there is many more things we can do^^
The things that I wanna do with you are bungee jumping, sky diving, motor boating and much much more.
Whenever you are close to me, I've felt that I live in my own world together only with you.
Holding you in my arm gives me the burning courage to love you more=D
I would never wanna hurt you in any way, from now on, when I hurt you I'll leave a scar on my skin k? VERY SERIOUS
That way then I can be assure that I will not hurt you
There are a lots of obstacles now you and me trying to overcome
This will be a challenge for us to test our endurance for each others love
I Love You so much.....
I wan you to speak from your heart, not something that will please me k?
I'm not saying you are like this but juz wan you to know every word I type and I say is always from my heart. I know you are too but i juz wan you to know that I wan to know most things are from your heart. That way I can Love Love Love you more and more and more then EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR xP (haha grammer mistake)(( I Dun Care^^))
Sheeh.... No photoshop... If not I edit my own blogskin...

Wait Wait Wait!!!

2008-10-07T07:46:00.001-07:00

Wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I forgot to add~~ theres more to that
You love canteen day right
hahahaha well lucky for us my fren took a picture of us together
I have to thank him
Hmmm.... Its only one..... sigh
But hahaha worth the memories

What am i doing there?? Thats definitely not a middle finger=D

Sweet Memories~~

2008-10-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

Hmm~~ today is a special day.
you know why?
cause i went to school on a day that i chose to home study
hmm for what?
hahaha To meet you of course.Who is that? if you ask
hahaha welll guess what?? ITS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This special day brings me back lots of memories we been together
wellll~~~ Lets see..... HMmm study camp?
Hahaz. Well lots of memories back then^^
Lets check it out~~
WOW!!! eyes!!!

Tears

2008-10-06T02:20:00.000-07:00

Another come by without taking a glance at your face,
Its been 9 or 10 days we didn't meet each other,
I felt so lonely all of sudden
It juz happen today. I woke up late at 3pm
I saw your text asking me to come to school,
to tell the truth I dun feel happy when I saw that text
Its because you said b4 that u dun wan me to go to school
and u cant find a reason for that
I'm not mad, its juz that looking back brings back lots of things we've been together
U said that ur unstable, and telling me to not ask
I'm okay with that...
Its juz that I really dun understand a lot of things
And I felt very sad.

I dunno what bothers you but if its a self secret, keep it to yourself
My sisters came back early from school today (the twins)
asking me to allow them to use my computer
and i got angry, I dunno why,
My feelings juz burst out all of sudden..
I'm emo now... I feel like shouting out or crying out the pain and sorrow within me
Tears rolling down my cheeks as I type...
This will be the 1st time I cry for you..
I wrote this msg to tell u how I feel inside
I've never hide secrets from you, and I intend to keep it that way
As for you, I give you all the time you wan to let yourself out of your suffering
and I'll come back to you with a smile on my face..
I love you more then I've ever felt before
You are my precious

Admiring oneself~

2008-10-04T07:55:00.000-07:00

I went out yesterday to IOI with my colored hair.
Silverish-Gold WOW!!!!
It look fairly nice^^ Wanna see it?
HAHA kk I'll show you X]

I'm no Gay.....

2008-10-04T07:28:00.000-07:00

Hmm... Lets see while I'm studying with all my sis,
something gravely happen...
Well its really unexpected, my sis suddenly pulled my arm close to them and they did something with it.
Geez... They nail polished it!!!
Shit.... I'm being nail polished!! Arghhhhh...
Thats girl sstufffffff... and they make me wear it too...
sigh but anyway its my sis, so i cant really do anything^^
I let them to polished my nails.
HMmMmMm...
And its...... pink!!!
PINK!!!! and orange...
well orange still okay...But PINK!!
and 8 of my finger is soaked in pink nail polish=D

Later during Dinner time,
We whole family went out for dinner at KFC( its my father's fav fast food restaurant)
Whats worst is I walked around IOI mall with the nail polished on!!
Woah! Such disaster.... I have to hide my finger under my shirt and in my pocket to hide the embarrassment
I ate the chicken with the nail polished on
There is a kid, a girl....
She keep starring at me when she saw the nail polished
She kept quiet.... Its nothing.... but...
ITS EMBARRASSING!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
feel like jumping off a building d.. T_T
WAHAHAHA but its fun going around attracting people unnecessary attention
hahaha my hair is also painted with gold and silver colour
Anybody that passes by me would stare and look for some time
And continue with their own business^^

hmm... things went quite well after dinner at KFC
But i felt stupid for wearing the sedaya club shirt walking around IOI
The shirt design is nice, but carrying the school name around is like carrying a rotten rock or bread walking around a fancy town...
after came back from IOI, I had a migraine...
must be the lack of sleep for sleeping at 6 or 7 in the morning cause that.
Thats all i have to say for this post^^
K gotta go
Next blog will be real soon=D

Another request from me~

2008-10-02T02:20:00.000-07:00

Well~ looks like I lack pictures of you
Can I take some with you?
I ask here cause I wanna make a grand asking from you
hahaha Welllllllll a grand one eh?
hehe^^

There is nothing wrong doing different stuff

2008-10-01T12:21:00.000-07:00

I've seen your blog,
Although you are pessimistic, but there is still some positive thinking in you.
Whatever happen, I will NEVER EVER leave you. I promise
Even after we are not together or whatever,( I do Hope that it will never happen)
I promise you to take care of you
Even if I leave you or U left me,
I will not hesitate to protect you, to love you, to be there for you
Whatever happen I will always be there for you.
although there is alot going on in yours and my mind,
But nothing will change my mind from loving you.
I promise to love you with the deepest of my heart can ever give
The love fire from me to you will never die...

This is the 1st time i felt such great love from a girl
And the girl that gave me that love is you
I'm really grateful of what you gave me,
I cant get to a computer in James house,
so i went all the way to a nearby CC and type this message to you
after reading what you have written.
I felt that the burning fire in me gets bigger
I'm very very very eager to love you now
So dont bother hurting me or whatever so.
Everybody does mistake, that cant be deny.
But I'll do my very best not to hurt you in anyway.

Guess I gotta go its 4 am in the morning and the CC is closing down
I'll update my blog in time
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!

What will happen if you see this?

2008-09-29T18:06:00.000-07:00

Hmm~ Please Please Please Please
Dun get jealous k?
Cause I love you Loads as how much I love my sis^^
What you think of her? She is as pretty as you=D
Trust me... I love you loads too~

Rememberence~

2008-09-29T17:47:00.000-07:00

Juz a few weeks back,
I remember when i trick you by holding a cigarette stick and pretend to smoke
Haha i almost tick you off~ Haha... Sorry to do that^^
Juz thinking of making the conversation lively and i wish to leave a mark in your memory
Haha Sry for making you worry^^
I Promised you that I won't smoke... And i do not intend to break that promise~
I hope you can keep your promise too=D
Every moment i think of you, You are like the sunshine of the day xD
Haha BTW that picture is only posing, I didnt smoke at all...
Hope you dun get me wrong=p

My fathers computer

2008-09-29T01:21:00.000-07:00

well guess what?
Looks like my father juz bought a new computer.
And you wont even believe in what u see~~
Haha check this out~~
Hahaha Shocking!!!

starting to learn again

2008-09-28T23:07:00.001-07:00

GEE.... This thing is really frustrating..
I have to learn over the basic.... dam!!
well what to do? Have to go through over again...
I need a good background and a good picture for the header!!!...Argh!!!!
Sigh....
Anyway how ever i do this, its always and only for you=D
hahaha whatever happen I will complete this blog nice and beautiful=P
Dam!! this things are frustrating...
Its for you=D FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahaha LoVe YoU loads~~ leave a msg if you can~~

A question~

2008-09-28T03:29:00.000-07:00

What is your new blog address?
Or did you juz deleted your blog?
hmm...
i cant go in there.
T_T

Today...

2008-09-28T03:25:00.000-07:00

wow...
I cant believe this,
yesterday i was nicely talking to you till 2 -3 am in the morning.
And finally i went to sleep after that
but guess what, i woke up at 6.30 today.......
hahaha oops...I've slept so long....
At least i had a nice dream yesterday night,
Its about you, dearest Libby
The Dream is a long story, cause you know... I've slept so long.
When there is a chance i will gladly tell you=D
See you later=X

Meeting you

2008-09-26T13:41:00.000-07:00

Well, today is my final test.
I guess I wont be going to school for the whole of next month.
But I'll be coming on the day when art club have the class party, the 1st day of your pmr and the last day of your pmr.
I'll be coming only for a while. Juz to give you all the best and good luck in your pmr.
I know that you expect highly of yourself. so I do hope that you will get what you aim for.
To tell the truth, i don't usually pray,
But now for you to get the best of the best, i will pray for you
we might have different religion, but i don't care. As long as i can pray for you.
Today i saw you in Sunway Pyramid, but to find you is not an easy task.
Florence and I looked for you for more then 1 and a half hours.
Today i finally get to talk to you after so many days of silence.
Your voice truly are the soundtrack of my summer, without it, its juz blank.
There are many more things i wanna say on this blog,
but there juz too many. One day I'll write everything. The memories you gave me are the best.
It is something that i will never forget. Juz gimme time to work on the words. Its not easy filling up the blank. =]
I'm going to start another blog real soon.
That blog is specially made for you. The days that I'm alone.
You will get it on your last day of pmr. You will X]

after reading your blog

2008-09-25T12:10:00.000-07:00

After seeing what you have say in yout blog,
i felt very bad. I'm sorry that i have to do this,
Its juz that i have already solve the equation that i'm the distraction.
I'm positive of it.
i have to leave you to study for while,
i know it is harsh on you, but please believe me,
it will help you in the time.
I'll be always right beside you whatever happen,
its juz that now you have to put me down forwhile
It hurt me for doing this. It does and very badly.
But we have to learn to brace oursleves from greater impact.
I believe that you can do it. Trust me.
And I still love you even if i have to overcome all the problems in the world
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!

Not going to school

2008-09-23T09:44:00.000-07:00

Well~ today i'm not going to school cause i'm sick!!
GEE!!! sigh... but you are not going to school either,
so its okay~~
many things had happen yesterday. but whatever effort i put in to build this kingdom in u and me,
I wont give up. As long as there is still a tomorrow, the memories of you and me will never die.
Did I tell u before that you are the best thing that happen in my life, without you is really meaningless to live...
Like I said you are not the only one that is addicted,
Shhh!!! keep this a secret..
I just want to say that, whatever choice you would choose,
I will not hesitate to disobey.
But I wont give up easily on you.
You have my word=D
Always right beside you X] A promise i made will never falter

2008-09-21T09:11:00.000-07:00

SPAMMING PHOTO TIME!!!!

Creating this blog

2008-09-21T09:03:00.000-07:00

Well~ all i can say about creating this blog is that
when i create this blog, i taught off u every second,
waiting for ur reply.
Finally u replied juz in time..
it lighten up my day
well i'll replying ur msg now~~
haha

Remembering the past

2008-09-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I'm having physics test, but the burning desire to build this blog is overwhelming. Anyway, today I have a group studies with James, same goes to you,
cause u are also having group study with your best fren, Poh Ming.=D
what a coincidence that 2 of us will be having group study on the same day.
While having my studies with my best pal James, my eyes cant focus on the subject.
I still remember the day when we chat on msn, i stole ur display picture and use it as my own.
well=D still remember this? hahaha^^ thats about it

The day when things starts

2008-09-21T07:30:00.000-07:00

You and me are people that are very much to be shy,
its not what we wanted but its what we are.

Nicholas

2008-09-21T07:22:00.001-07:00

This is NIcholas